"Attitudes count more than achievements."
how true. even if we seemingly did not achieve anything, it doesnt mean we're not good enough or worthless.
because achievements is yet another worldly term.
but with attitude, i feel that so long we are answerable to the Lord and ourselves,
we're pretty safe.

realised that for now, my attitude to how im handling my life is
doing my best in all the opportunities that come along my way,
my interview and writing test for SCI, physio @ sydney,
and United ARtist Network (UAN),
and have faith and trust in God that in whatever He gives me,
He has the best for me in His almighty mind and plans. :)
i really trust You that You'll give me nothing less than the best!
really :)

and with such a thinking,
that you really do ur best and leave the rest to God,
u'll think that life is so much less-burdened and more enlightening.
pun intended :)
it literally lightens the stress you're carrying on your back.
i mean seriously,
we're so scared of making decisions and when these decisions do go wrong
we're so inclined to shoulder responsibility for these bad decisions
not that we shouldnt care a bit even,
but really, putting your trust that Lord gives you the best
it provides a new way of living.
be convinced that even the situation may not see the least bit rosy at the moment
it will be soon :)
even if it's not in this life,
just remember He's promised us eternal riches when we reunite with Him
falling into His arms, with deafening joyful laughter.
:) --smiles--

Think im quite guilty of using Him sometimes :(
i try my very best to put myself out of that mind
that God will give me things on condition.
i mean really, sometimes He says yes, sometimes no, and most of the time, wait.
so, there.
i like to make pacts with Him.
and think about it, im really in no position to do tt...
hmm.. haiz.
ill try to change...must trust You! :)

im reminded by this chapter that once again,
Christians are one family
one army
one team
and we have a common enemy
and we MUST fight this warfare (i dont mean literally the connotation of violence.)
and uphold His name.
MUST!!

my aunt used to tell me
her faith or whatever is the true route. where all 5 religions come together
that all other religions are merely ji4 tuo1..
but i reallly feel that Jesus Christ gave me jie3 tuo1...
i mean really..
u'll see life in a very very different light
somehow, in His works of wonder,
you feel life's really fulfilling =)
love.

honest reflections. *
8:11 AM