i realise i have SO many books to read.
but i shall take my time. :)
steady and strong is what i seek.
(:

actually this chapt is a continuation of the previous chapt :)
i like the way Rick Warren puts it:

"Like stained glass, our different personalities reflect God's light in many colors and patterns."
reminded me of the day i was walking towards Elim Church..and i realised we have the stained glass..
and i saw how the light was reflected from it.
real pretty...cant help but to feel joyous. i mean why not rite! (:
the sight was real nice.. :)
wonders of the Lord..

slowly, im trying to accept my difference from others,
as well as others' difference from me.
i just really pray that everyone can turn back to our Creator.
and not be blocked by sin, by devil, by Satan.
im just really hoping everyone can be saved
that when the day comes,
we can reunite in His arms all together.
that i can see my friends back in heaven.
i probably sound silly if you dont empathise and i respect that...
but sigh. i just have this feeling the day is coming.

on a better and more melodious note,
it just delights me when i see people reading a Christian book
or whatsoever.
:)

i really had one of the best conversations with Him, my bestie, last nite.
usually i would sit by my chair and pray.
last nite, i just wanted to feel closer...i stood by my window
and started chatting and talking :)
it feels good..i really felt that He was there, listening to every single breath, every single word...
it's just so heartening
i felt that gentle touch of numbness on my heart...
thank You my dear Friend... :)
im really enjoying myself as i soak in Your presence...
ill treasure and cherish it and never let the devil steal it away :)

sometimes i'd wonder, if i'd let anyone else into my heart this way.
i can nv give my heart or try to give my heart to anyone else this way.
although God probably wouldnt want me to do that
He's taught us to love people and everyone around us..so.
well, i shall learn :)
but i'm seriously doubting if i can trust anyone else this much.

-shrugs-
i love You! -smiles-

honest reflections. *
7:24 PM