lovely lovely chapter!!!! :)

you know i have this really huge flaw about me that is i kinda expect people to be like me
or rather, i feel quite funny when i dont understand they cannot be as enthu in some things as me
but slowly i realise..it's quite dumb to feel this way because we're all wired in some way or another,
different from each other.
and that's what makes us truly special and not just carbon copies of one another.
try as the scientists may to come up with clones,
the copy will still be lacking the essence of the previous and the reason is simple
because man can never compete with God in doing the things of marvel.
i mean seriously, recently i cant help but be in awe of God's supernaturability,
in creating things so beautiful. man!

and also, rick warren suggests that the reason why we dont have all gifts is because
one of God's purpose for us is essentially to learn and give and depend on each other..
people who are like us, people who form part of Christ's body :)
im not sure if that's God's purpose really but i do know that we are really to love people around us.
and through this love, we glorify Him, dont we!: )

ANYWAY, BEFORE I FORGET.
i was super duper happy when mich told me she loves reading the Bible now!!!!!!!!!! :)
so happy!!! :p
and yes, we must all lead a victorious life! :)
because with Christ in us, that we do things through Him,
nothing is impossible!
that was the crux of yesterday's sermon ":)

im still trying to find out what's God's gift to me.
and i seek His Holy Spirit to guide me, really.
i actually ever imagined myself going to Bible College and become a speaker in the future
but i dont know if that's just my imagination or what.
so we'll see, i trust that He will lead me to a satisfying and fulfilling conclusion! :)
but in all things, i should start from scratch.
learn more about Him, be a discipler some day soon! :)
then you know, work from there.

i cant emphasize more on how much im afraid
that i will, due to my own carelessness, or callousness some day,
lose this relationship i have with Him :(
that's why i really hate missing out my QT.
i feel like it's so part of me already.
i dun wanna lose this feeling of Him so close to me
that whatever happens, in joy or in sorrow,
i can seek His embrace...

anyway, i like this quote!
"As a face is reflected in water, so the heart reflects the person."
- Proverbs 27:19

and "Remember, the greatest things in life are not things. Meaning is far more important than money."
so well.
makes me think if i should go find teaching job man.
:D

honest reflections. *
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