`me
* .jane.*
* .19 yrs old. *
* .adopted this blog for reflection purpose. *
* .goin thru an important phase of my life. *
* .readin The Purpose Driven Life book. *

`i pray for ]]
* .world peace, really. *
* .im thankful for all that i have now. *

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Tuesday, April 05, 2005
25 - Transformed by Trouble.

this chapter is really comforting and at least now i know how i should think in the face of adversity.

i feel like i havent faced much problems.
no serious persecution im facing and i thank God for that.
though im prepared (i seriously and really hope i am or will be) to face greater opposition from my family.
but really, with God nothing is impossible :).
now that life's still considered very much rosy,
it's probably true that i haven't really KNOWN Jesus.
cos chances are that we'll only KNOW Jesus in suffering...

"You'll never know that God is all you need until god is all you've got."

In times of hardship and suffering,
i MUST keep faith and believe that God is in complete control of this whole world and its mechanisms of working and yes, that in all He does, He does it out of love and to make us better.
I shall revisit this particular blog entry if anything happens!
When that day comes, Lord will guide me, yes!? :)

and yes, always remember that God's plan is good.
though it may not seem so, but it moulds us into a character that is ready for the eternal riches.
-pain is temporary but your reward will be eternal.

it's so easy to put it into my mouth.
yes, wait till the day my troubles come.
I hope i will have the strength to stay firm and not falter,
knowing that You are with me, all along.
that You are doing this for my very own best.
and i sincerely pray that i'll grow fast enough that
in the face of Judgement Day,
i can bring your salvation to more people.
Guide me please.... :)

a great chapter!!! :)

today i managed to get pass with only the chrysanthemums
my aunt still doesnt agree and see eye to eye with me in terms of faith.
but i know God is doing His works...
and really, i hope my whole family can be saved.

honest reflections. *
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