this is a long and deep chapter
and also a chapter ive been looking forward to read.
not that i know this chapter will come :)

today, i felt the trembles...gonna pray later.
if im to be filled with the Holy Spirit, go ahead and fill me...
;)

God just works in His ways...
i was subconsciously minding what my uncle said about me
i think he was in doubt to what im believing in
and asked my aunty what happened to me
as if im in the wrong. which i seriously dont think so.
this' the Truth.
but still, i was troubled that my family cant empathise but i dont blame them or anything...

then Pastor Victor just mentioned about the part where
we shouldnt let our enemy (ps: could be our wives our husbands our whoever) take away our joy.
he din have to mention "uncle" but he did.
so well, so there.

and then in this chapter, this came :
"Otherwise, other forces like peers, parents, coworkers, and culture will try to mold you into their image."
which is what im feeling...
my family wants me to go on in their footsteps...i think it's mindless.
what's the use when i dont even believe?

and so i will believe that He will use me...
and craft me into the person like Him..
(:

wo ai ni!!!!!!!! :p

honest reflections. *
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