i seriously think that this chapter is not only applicable to fellowship
it's alot about how to get along with people in general.

i can feel the tug of difficulty learning how to love people
im so bad at it...im really trying
but i succumb to weariness...when im tired i find it even hard to smile
i dislike tt abt myself =(

this chapter's discussion about the subtle differences between peaceable, peaceful and working at peace is fresh.
i think what matters most is that we have to work for peace.
peace is never easy...but it's something we all have an inner burning desire for.
looking at the world today, things may seem tough...
but i realised that God's only a prayer away...
many a time, we turn to so many other people, but not God
that's why sometimes we're lost...
im afraid ill lose this relationship, really. :(
but the day of trial, the day of the test of my faith will come.
when He will seem distant, seems to be in hiding...
it's easy to say He still listens to my prayers because now He's answered so, so many of my prayers
but when He starts to pretend He's not there,
i wonder if i really can cling on to Him :(
really dun wanna lose it noe. im so afraid of being lost...again.

ill work harder harder to improve the way i treat people
my friends, strangers........whoever...
i wanna show the world what He has done to me
and from there, be a living testimony to His works of art and wonders
how He has the power to shape this world, a sick one,
to a loving loving one...

Holy Spirit, please come to me and guide me.

i like this from this chapter:
"You're blessed when you can show people how to co-operate instead of compete or fight. That's when you discover who you really are, and your place in God's family."

honest reflections. *
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