today was almost a very horrid day
all the quarrels.
my prayer will be to make things better and im sure it will.
:)
God answered my prayer with regards to yuying..
Thank You so so much...
You've been so kind to me...i can feel it...

today was a day of tears...but i saw it coming
i knew i'll have to face it one day. :)
and i did.
alot of shoutings and rantings across the phones...
so many words of misunderstandings between my aunt and me
but in the end, i sent 3 sms of apology and i asked for her to understand...

i was lost for a couple of hours..
but i finally found my answer..Thank God. :)
i decided and am determined to be a better person.
let's start with being a more respectful individual, to anyone, especially to my family (aunt and granny and uncle)...
i wanna show them that God made me a better person,
Christianity has changed me for the better, and wont be, for the worse..

xinying's right, my life's testimony is our basic service to God..
thank You so so much, for bringing kor and xinying into the pic
telling me and reconfirming what i should really do..
=)

today's chapter is really sweet...
reminded me about what yuying's mama told her..
"God is very happy when we pray to Him!"
u know, i mean no offence, but God seems so childlike like tt :)
so cute!!

"Trusting God completely means having faith that he knows what is best for your life. You expect Him to keep His promises, help you with problems, and do the impossible when necessary."

probably going thru a rough patch now, but somehow i feel this security in me, really.
that it'll all be fine..i just have to be sure myself
and not to falter.
and the next thing i know, xinying offered me some lessons..
im so so thankful for everything
u know, u really just feel that He is next to you, accompanying you thru this. :)

"as their little chests would rise and fall, I'd smile, and sometimes tears of joy filled my eyes."
;)
that's sweet. :)

honest reflections. *
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