i suppose i haven't really felt it yet,
maybe cos to God, im still a newborn =)
and i hope the day when He pretends not to be there wont come so soon
cos i dont think im ready yet!! still need lotsa affirmation.
anyhow, i still trust that God will know when im ready or not =)
He wont give me something that i cannot handle, =)

"The most common mistake Christians make in worship today is seeking an experience rather than seeking God."
this line came in time, it's a great reminder to a newborn baby thats me.
i admit, i think this has been like a ride to me...
but im very excited to know more about God as well i guess =)
im really looking forward to like bible study
i dont know if im ready for it (okie i know i shouldnt sae this because there's no such thing as im not ready...according to what i read from the tiny book Elim Church gave me on Good Friday.. :p)
i just dont wanna misinterpret the bible...
like i said, i really wanna to have firm and deep roots =)
so hope i get a teacher whom i can really relate to!!! :)

"Faith, not feelings, pleases God".
:) i'll try my best to build this strong faith... =) grins..

"Never doubt in the dark what God told you in the light".
i think this line is so applicable to anyone's life, at any point...
when we're happy we seldom think that we are fortunate, that's how i feel.
it's like we take our God-given life for granted...
but when we're sad, we're less appeased and more succumbing to pessimism.
when there's light, we dont see that much light.
but when it's dark, we think and feel it's darker than it really is...
shrugs, is it human nature?

i think it's true that it's easy to worship God when we're in His arms and in His light
but when He starts to hide, our doubts start to arise...
and i really think im not ready for that.
so please, God, i know You will stay by my side until You think im ready for that all.
=)

im thankful for this life, i really am :)
i just wanna live it to the fullest!!!!
and i hope You will guide me to that...
Be patient with me okie (: ill really try my best...

honest reflections. *
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